sometimes i want to dress all badass with leather pants and red heels and lipstick and listen to arctic monkeys nonstop
then othertimes i wanna listen to mgmt and get high and do shrooms and draw and wear flowers in my messy hair and tie dye
then i listen to vampire weekend and wanna wear sweaters and oxford shoes and read edgar allan poe
who am i idk
“Restless. As if you haven’t really met yourself yet. As if you’d passed yourself once in the fog, and your heart leapt - ‘Ah! There I Am! I’ve been missing that piece!’ But it happens too fast, and then that part of you disappears into the fog again. And you spend the rest of your days looking for it."
— The Sweet Far Thing (Libba Bray)